Friday, December 16, 2011

Time to Heal

Time to Heal
                For so long, people have been able to be at war. I am talking about an intensive, destructive, and bitter internal war. The kind of war that sooner or later is noticeable in words through criticisms or even sarcasm or unconscious misunderstandings; the kind of war that we try to avoid or think about something else, instead of facing it; the kind of war that we try to win by ignoring it, hoping that maybe one day magically it will disappear.
During my first meeting with my Methodist mentor, we talked about Ecclesiastes 3: 1-15. It was the first time that I really paid close attention to this biblical text. Through the next almost three years from this holy gathering, one verse had firmly rooted itself in the depths of my mind and heart, “a time for war, and a time for peace.” Ecclesiastes 3: 8b NRSV
                I hear and read about Jesus’ peace that surpasses all human understanding; however, it was very difficult to believe in it. It was rationally impossible!!! I did not understand how it was possible to obtain spiritual peace just by believing in Jesus Christ, the Lord and Savior. It sounded too good to be real. Practically, I have boldly been fighting for everything through my entire life!!! Mistakenly, I believed that I had to work and earn the peace that I have longed for.
 For me, one thing was sure: it was time for peace. I was tired of walking in circles without any permanent joy. The peace that I needed the most was the internal peace in the manifestation of self-reconciliation. According to the Holy Scriptures and the Christian tradition, the birth of the Christ baby was the beginning of God’s covenant of lovely reconciliation to humanity.
Finally, I understood that God had been wounded and offended by humanity through sin. However, God wanted reconciliation more than judgment, and decided to send His Only Son, Jesus Christ, in order to pour out everlasting peace onto each life; onto each mind and heart that was at war. It is not difficult to find victory in times of war. I just willingly had to accept this gracious and undeserved gift from heaven.
My prayer is that each individual’s mind and soul will be able to find the everlasting peace that surpasses all human understanding in awareness of the presence of the Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. What better time to reconcile myself to God and to the world than the celebration of God’s incarnation!!!
With Love and Respect,

            Blessings in Christ <><,
Claudia Nava-Galloway

Friday, October 28, 2011

Is Time something that really belongs to me?

Thursday, October 27, 2011
Late meditation after a long day without breaks, God sent me a godly man, my mentor with a message.
Is time something that really belongs to me?
How do I live my life? How do I spend my time?
The first concept that I had to clarify was possession. Does “my” time really belong to me?
As a Christian who tries to live in a healthy and consistent spiritual balance in God’s presence, I have found the detachment of some preconceived Western cultural concepts such as time very difficult.
  Having recognized that money comes and goes, health sometimes comes and goes, and beauty comes and goes, and comes back again -with enough money for beauty treatments, note that time comes to us and departs from us forever. One hour that has passed is one hour that is not going to come back even with all the prayers in the world.
Time is also one of these abstract concepts that I have understood. But, honestly, I have appropriated it as my own. The truth is that time does not belong to me. Until now, I have not had the power to create time. I would be arrogant and ignorant if I seriously believe that I have earned and owned something that has been given to me through Loving Grace.
Well, if time does not belong to me, then who does really own time? The answer is easy to articulate, but very hard to assimilate, and even harder to acknowledge it. God and only God owns time. However, time has been entrusted to me by God. I am just a steward of time.
After my obvious illumination (sarcasm added),the next step that I took in order to have my peace and joy back, was to answer to myself two questions: how am I using the time that God has permitted me to have, and how well am I investing God’s precious time? I have discerned that the answers to these two questions are going to be intimately correlated with my quality of life and my inner peace.
 When I do not focus on talking with Jesus Christ the entire day-at least, I honestly try- in order to follow the Holy Spirit’s guidance and God’s will, then my inner peace starts decreasing; consequently, I find myself concerned about my to-do list that slowly is causing me to worry about my future.
God wants me to have a life and an abundant life. On the other hand, the world wants me to have a life but a stressful life. When this sinful world starts tricking me into the illusion of “my time,” I just need to look around me and start counting all the wonderful blessings that God has poured out for me!!!
With Love and respect,
Blessings in Christ <><,
                Claudia Nava-Galloway

Sunday, October 23, 2011

To Have Faith is To Have Power

First Sermon as a student pastor
Radcliff United Methodist Church
Sunday, October 23, 2011


May the words of my mouth and the meditations of my heart be acceptable to you,
O LORD, my rock and my redeemer.
Psalm 19:14 NRSV

Hebrews 4:14-16 NRSV
14 Since, then, we have a great high priest who has passed through the heavens, Jesus, the Son of God; let us hold fast to our confession. 15 For we do not have a high priest who is unable to identify with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested[1]as we are, yet without sin.16 Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.

To Have Faith Is To Have Power.

First, I want to thank all of you for embracing and loving me as part of this community of faith.
That said, I didn’t know how difficult this book of Hebrews was. There is not another book in the complete biblical canon that addresses the Supremacy and Superiority of Jesus Christ the way Hebrews does. It also talks straight away with us because, it is a direct command, a direct order from God that we need to obey.
The historical time is guessed to be between 69-70 and 110 AD. The letter was written for the second generation of Jewish Christians. These Christians started showing a serious inclination toward the old legalistic system. Remember, the system of sacrifice for the forgiveness of their sins. That means they started doubting their own salvation through Jesus Christ.
In verse 15 says, “For we do not have a High Priest who is unable to identify with our weaknesses, but we have one who in every respect has been tested as we are, yet without sin.
Here, the writer is telling us something that we are highly inclined to forget. That is, Jesus Christ was in the flesh, once he was a man; for instance, he was tempted in everything. He was tempted in things that we can’t even imagine. I think this a very important point, because we know that Jesus understands us. I am sure that Jesus Christ remembers how hard and difficult is to fight against temptation – the assurance of my statement is in this verse also. So, it is clear that Jesus understands our wrong inclinations or wrong tendencies because he felt them. Just think about this: the best person to give advice is the person who had the previous experience and knows how is to be there.
After we acknowledge that Jesus is able to defeat our temptations, then, we need to put it in practice and let Jesus crush them before they become sins. Here, we are going to face the most difficult internal battle inside ourselves. Just, remember what Paul says in Romans 7: 15 “I do not understand my own actions. For I do not do what I want but I do what everything I hate.”  The description that Paul is talking about is the internal figth between the Holy Spirit who dwells inside us and our natural and sinful inclinations. However, it is just a fight. It is our decision to sin or to stop.
According to John Wesley, in his sermon no. 40 with the titled “Christian Perfection,” Wesley insists that Christians decide to sin or not. Wesley strongly states that it is because we have inside us the power of the Holy Spirit and if we ask for help, the Holy Spirit is going to fight for us the internal battle, and of course, He is going to conquer our wrong inclinations before they become sin.  Wesley explains that in this way, each time we win a spiritual battle through the empowerment of the Holy Spirit, we walk forward in the Path of Holiness or Perfection in Active Love. [2]
Why Wesley was telling us in Active Love?  Because it is going to be in active love that we are going to put in motion our faith, because faith is not an inactive action because we are living beings. When we let the Holy Spirit crush the sinful temptations inside us, it is because our faith starts being in action, we are using it. As a result, we obtain and use an active faith; therefore, we are going to be obedient and faithful disciples of the Lord Jesus Christ.  I want you to notice that the motivation for us to have a dynamic faith is love; love for Jesus Christ and love for others.
 This is the Sacrificial Love that P. Art has taught us in previous sermons. This sacrificial love means that we are going to think about God’s desires and directions and we are going to neglect our own desires or directions. It is in this moment, when verse 16 comes alive in our lives Let us therefore approach the throne of grace with boldness, so that we may receive mercy and find grace to help in time of need.”
So, for us that are known as people called Methodists, this has become a way of living since John Wesley’s time. Actually, in England the Methodists were well known for their authentic effort to live a holy life.
The other reality that I want you to understand in this sermon is the second part of the title: To Have Power. To have power sounds very attractive; however, the Christian meaning of this statement is To Have Authority, the authority that comes from trusting in Jesus Christ that whatever happens in our lives we are going to be okay. I am sure that in this community of faith each one of us knows that it is truth. 
Well, I am going to explain to you what  Authority means.  There are two types of authority: there is the external authority and the internal authority. The external authority is the authority that is given to a person through a position or a title that society acknowledges. For example, if a person is a policeman, we, society, know that this person has a given authority: the authority to be a policeman. As a result, this person has the power to execute authority. On the other hand, if someone is not going to be respectful with the authority and obedient, then this person is going to end up in jail or at least be arrested.[3]
Now, the internal authority is the authority that exists in the assurance of important realities that become part of the internal individual beliefs. I am going to translate this. Internal authority is the authority that each one of us is going to obtain when we really believe that Jesus Christ is who He claims to be.[4]
                 Here is an example of To Have Faith is to Have Power:
The great depression officially started in 1929. Now, the peak of the Great Depression was between 1934 and 1936. Obviously, it was a very difficult time for the majority of Americans. Many people did not have a job, and the people who had one were just making enough money to survive. Things were not expensive; however, people did not have money in order to consume; as a result the economy stopped and the country collapsed- this is the background of our real example.
                Around the same years -1934-1936- there was –and still is- a seminary called Union Seminary in New York. This seminary was among the most progressive or open-minded institutions in America in those days, and still is. [5]A great majority of professors and students at Union Seminary were questioning the central statements of Christianity such as the divinity of Jesus Christ, the atonement or salvation through Jesus Christ, the divine authority of the Bible, and the miracles of Jesus Christ recorded in the Bible – can you see the parallel between those times and now?
Well, in those years a student whose name was Dietrich Bonhoeffer was accepted at Union seminary. Bonhoeffer came from Germany and wanted to study at Union Seminary in order to learn some American Christian theology. On the other hand, Germany had been one of the factories of real Christian theologians in the entire world from centuries, that is, from Martin Luther in the XVI century until Dr. Karl Barth in the twentieth century. So in Germany, Bonhoeffer had the opportunity to be challenged and educated by some of the most important theologians in the entire world. Dietrich Bonhoeffer was a real Christian and indeed a deep theologian.
After he started his studies at Union seminary, it didn’t take him very long to be in shock because Union Seminary did not have any foundation for real Christian theology. It was just discussions about social justice, economy, and mainly against conservative fundamentalism. Bonhoeffer recognized that social justice, economy, and the extremes that some fundamentalists can reach were very important to address in order to reach a healthy and fair balance in any society. However, the seminary and the most churches in New York were not preaching the real gospel that includes the teaching of forgiveness of sin, repentance, salvation, and faith in Jesus Christ.[6]
The most influential professor at Union Seminary was the famous liberal preacher, Harry Emerson Fosdick. Fosdick just had obtained a huge new church that it was built with the most extravagant and expensive features of a mega-church. This church was called the Riverside Church. Riverside was built with the financial contributions of John D. Rockefeller, who was the most important member of Riverside. With all these political and social agendas, Bonhoeffer was deeply disappointed. Actually, he wanted to go back to Germany. However, Bonhoeffer remained in New York and studied his first and only year at Union Seminary.[7]
In this year, Bonhoeffer made very good friends with four other students. One was French, Jean Lasserre; another was Swiss, Erin Sutz; one more was from America, Paul Lehmann; and the most important was Albert Franklin “Frank” Fisher, who was an African-American. One week, when Bonhoeffer was very tired of hearing shallow theology and no serious or deep Christian message from the pulpit, Fisher invited him to go to his church, Abyssinian Baptist Church in Harlem.
Finally at Abyssinian, Bonhoeffer heard the proclamation of the real gospel. He also witnessed the power of the Holy Spirit among the congregants .The pastor in Abyssinian was Dr. Adam Clayton Powell, Sr. Powell had a real faith in Jesus Christ. Powell also taught and fed the congregation through his weekly sermons with such themes as who was Jesus Christ and what does mean being a real disciple of Jesus Christ. As a consequence, Abyssinian Baptist Church grew from around 300 members to 14,000 members.
They also built a big church in order for the congregation being comfortable. This church also built one of the first community recreation centers in Harlem. Pastor Powell firmly stated, “That God fulfilled His promise by pouring out blessings upon us that our souls were not able to contain.”[8]- remeber Kaye's sermon last week, when the Holy Spirit fill us, then the grace overflows toward outside. 
Pay attention that we are in the middle of 1930’s with the Great Depression on the shoulders of almost every family in America and Abyssinian Baptist Church in Harlem became the largest protestant church in America. Pastor Powell and the congregation accomplished amazing things without any help from people who had personal agendas or from people who were not willing to spread the real gospel of Jesus Christ- no money from Rockefeller or any prominent individual.    
I just described a real life example of how faith in Jesus Christ has power. Remember that this was 76 years ago and times were worse than now. When we have faith in Jesus Christ, we have authority, and God is willing to work great things through us as a church and in our personal lives. This is the main principle of the Kingdom of God:
Seek God first and everything will be added.
This also works as a divine formula: first, the pastor preaches the real gospel; second, people receive and understand the gospel through the empowerment of the Holy Spirit; and third the congregation has the responsibility to work out their salvation. That is, all of us have the responsibility to put in motion our faith.
At the moment that we become consciously aware that we are living in the presence of God and consequently in the midst of our faith, then the grace that comes from above is going to fill us, is going to empower us, and finally, is going to overflow through us toward the entire world around us. This is the way that the early church started growing in the first century.  
 Summarizing, the most important point of this sermon is, we need to start living in faith and claiming the power and authority from above, from God. God wants to do it. He is eagerly ready to open the gates of heaven and pour out all His authority. Then in our personal lives, we will find mercy and grace in our time of need (v.16). Just see the example from the congregation in Harlem: they found peace, grace, and well-being in their communal and personal lives.
God bless you <><!!!

[1] Or tempted
[2] Albert C. Outler & Richard P. Heitzenrater, John Wesley’s Sermons. An anthology (Nashville: Abingdon Press, 1984-1987), 69
[3] The Westminster Dictionary of Christian Theology
[4] Ibid
[5] Eric Metaxas, Bonhoeffer. Pastor, Martyr, Prophet, Spy A Righteous gentile vs. The Third Reich (Nashville: Thomas Nelson 2010), 102.
[6] Ibid, p. 101-107
[7] Ibid.
[8] Ibid.

Friday, October 21, 2011

Saturday, October 15, 2011
Early Evening Meditation <><
Be Careful with the Tricky Self-Righteousness <><
                A while ago, before I boldly decided to commit my life to my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ, I used to speak based on my own agenda, especially when I encountered ideologies that were in contrary to my self-righteous beliefs, even if those philosophies came from my own beloved family and/or reliable-faithful Christian friends. As usual, the Holy Spirit did not allow me to be at peace.
Then I started doing a deep inner-searching about my own attitude toward my neighbor. Bravely and honestly, I asked the Holy Spirit why I was “hitting” people with my words that I thought came from my heart. For in my earthly journey toward the good prize, becoming more and more like Jesus Christ, sometimes I was not at peace. Soon God, being as faithful a God as God is, permitted me to discern that I was trying to lead people to Jesus Christ based on my own limited human understanding!!!
 I needed to clarify my understanding and become lined up again with the Holy Spirit. So I looked up in the theological dictionary for some definitions. Righteousness, according to the dictionary, biblically the term embraces a number of dimensions relating to God’s actions in establishing and maintaining right relationships. Ethically it is a state of moral purity or doing that which is right. Then, I looked up self-righteous. According to the same dictionary, means an attitude in which one justifies one’s own actions as being virtuous. This attitude may take on the characteristic of feeling oneself to be morally superior to others.
Consequently, I was demolished because in my understanding to become like Jesus Christ, I was doing the opposite!!! I had tried to make the people’s points of view agree with Claudia’s instead of God’s!!! Again, the Holy Spirit kindly showed me that God just requires from me to be a faithful tool through which God’s grace flows toward the world. The rest of the work is God’s decision.

With Love and Respect,
Blessings in Christ <><,
            Claudia Nava-Galloway

Are you free from shame and guilty?

                 How many times have you wished that you could turn back time and change your past wrongdoings? These mistaken thoughts about . . .? These harmful words about or toward. . .? These erroneous relationships with . . . ? These ungodly actions . . .? I used to highly regret some past actions, words, and thoughts. If I just could be born again . . .!!!
Regretfully, I discovered that all the wrongdoings in my life have created a veil of shame and guilt inside my heart and my mind. I was trapped inside myself. As a result, I was living just with the illusion of hope that material things, some situations, or people could bring to my empty life in everyday life.
 I also learned that all the things in which I had placed my hope and happiness were finite and limited. For instance, it is impossible to find everlasting hope, joy, and peace in any earthly thing that has been created. In addition, for around twenty years, I was so busy inside my little and miserable world that I ignored the presence of the Holy Spirit who was calling me to repentance and the new beginning that I desperately needed.  
Consequently, the heaviness of the veil of shame and guilt was obstructing my spiritual growing toward the good goal that God had designed since the beginning of time for each individual: the likeness of God in human life through a personal relationship with Jesus Christ, freedom from guilt and shame, and conscious growth in God’s everlasting love, kind forgiveness, and powerful presence.
The good news is that God specializes in second, third, and fourth opportunities. I just needed to seriously make a commitment with Jesus Christ and become a real disciple with everlasting love and trust in Him.
With Love and Respect,
Blessings in Christ <><,
Claudia Nava-Galloway

Seeking for Acceptance?

                Eight years ago, I came to United States with the aim of making this country my earthly home. Then I was forced by the obvious cultural and social circumstances to learn how to communicate through the predominant language, English. So I decided to make of this inescapable challenge something enjoyable. Sadly, very soon, it turned into a nightmare, for the majority of the people that I had to interact on every day basis were inpatient and unkind.
As a result, I placed myself in the unpleasant stereotype of the “immigrant with broken English.”  Desperately, I was looking for acceptance through the English language. Consequently, the lack of peace in my life was evident, for I put people in the place that since the beginning of time had been designed just for God: my heart and my mind.
Finally, I started praying for boldness and confidence in the change of direction for my searching. Once again, I witnessed the love and faithfulness of God toward God-self and God’s core beloved creation: human beings. Therefore, my searching for acceptance has not ended with my personal encounter with Jesus Christ; on the contrary, it has become a breathtaking adventure that is rendering me to enthusiastically live every second in my life within everlasting peace and joy.   

With love and respect,
Blessings in Christ <><,
Claudia Nava-Galloway

What did John and Charles Wesley have that I don’t?

Saturday, October 15, 2011
After an authentic and informal Saturday service at Radcliff United Methodist Church which included wonderful music and authentic preaching from Rev. Kaye and Frankie Nunn, I felt compelled to share some of my personal story.
Very Late Evening Meditation <><
What did John and Charles Wesley have that I don’t?
                When I was a little girl, I remember my mother in her deathbed reading her Bible, writings of Sta. Teresa de Avila, Sor Juana Ines de la Cruz, St. Augustine, and Oswald Chambers. As the years passed, I had become skeptical and I stopped reading my Bible, spiritual classics, and also attending church, or when I did attend my heart and mind were in another place.
Consequently, my skepticism turned into sarcasm and finally in a sour bitterness from inside myself toward the world.  At that time, I doubted of God’s grace in my life and my lack of inner peace was evident. Deep down, my soul was longing for something, but I did not know what it was.
Then I decided start attending the church again, reading my Bible and adding some serious intellectual and profound spiritual readings. I heard about John and Charles Wesley’s passionate love for Jesus Christ. I kept my hesitation. However, I was/am Methodist, so I decided to be informed about the founders of Methodism, John Wesley and Charles Wesley.
 As my readings passed, I discovered that my soul was yearning for what was recorded in Wesley’s’ biography, a personal encounter with the living Jesus Christ. One Sunday morning in the service when the pastor was proclaiming the Word of God, I heard, “If John Wesley had his personal experience with God, then I can also have one.” Unexpectedly, I agreed with such a statement.
I started asking God for assurance in Jesus Christ. I really needed a personal experience with my Lord and Savior. At the end of my first semester as a seminary student, I was confused, angry, and desperate for an answer. I was in a deep spiritual crisis. Then, one morning when I was praying and crying in the prayer room at the chapel in the seminary, God, in God’s infinite mercy toward me, allowed me to feel a profound and warming love for Jesus Christ. At that moment, I knew that Jesus was/is real. 
Finally, I obtained what John and Charles Wesley’s had, a passionate love for Jesus. I also learned that Jesus Christ is accessible for each one who earnestly, boldly, authentically, and persistently seeks for Him.
With Love and Respect,
               
Blessings in Christ <><,
Claudia Nava-Galloway